Monday, 30 May 2011

What do you fight for?

fight for love, fight for justice its a constant fight, and battle, every single day. 

Fasting tmr! 7am-7pm! :) jiayous e490ians!! can't wait really... :) 

back to You, and you alone.

I'm coming back to You
Turning from my selfish ways
Not hiding myself anymore
Lord give me faith to trust

There may be much that I don't understasnd
But I know that You are my God
I don't want to live for myself anymore
This is the cry of my heart

I want to love you
All the days of my life
Through the good and the strife
And I pray through it all
That I will follow
You wherever You go
Cos I know that You'll show me the way
If I trust and hold on
To Your love



This song really brings back memories of web camp, and sunday school when we sang this song.. :) a song that really touched my heart. <3


Cos I know that You'll show me the way 
If I trust and hold on 
To Your Love. 


Never will I ever let go, of You again. Because I know, that it is WORTH THE FIGHT, because I know, that Its a fight that will ALWAYS win in the end, no matter what. Because it matters, and is the whole world to me, because its worth my life, that's how much of a fight it is. ;) A living sacrifice,  I lay down my life, for You. 

kungfuuu PANDAAAA!

hello all, 


today was, PRETTY AWESOME. training in the morning, which i DREADED waking up for after the SUPER DUPER LONG hike on SUNDAY OMG. D: Thankfully I made it ... A LITTLE late, but there were others later than me. muahah, pheww :P I felt like I haven't trained in YEARS man, land like an elephant. oww. bad for knees... and leg. felt a little aching.. but still SURVIVED, phew!


after training, off to... NUS to STEAL SOME STUFF FORM THE LAB! lol, just joking. Had to bring home some equipment to bring to our school's lab tmr... I was quite surprised how they just allow us to take stuff from the lab, like so easily O: But whatever, then me and nicole. were thinking how to bring it back, so we found a cardboard box, and taped it up. haha. it really looked like a "suspicious article" maybe a bombbb ^^ yeah, after that had super duper cheap and filling lunch! awesome, I love NUS food man, cheap yummy and huge portions.  


And so... begins our adventure... to find A*STAR IMRE, Institue of Materials Research and Engineering, WAAH SOUNDS SO CHEEM. well it really it a place loaded with cool expensive equipment, like SEM TEM random spectroscopy stuff... which we saw during the lab tour. Whoops, not going inchronological order. okay back, we were lost in NUS... for like 20 mins walking around randomly till we found the shuttle bus which is EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER PACKED LIKE SARDINES ! terrible experience... and not only that, THE BUS DRIVER SCAMMED US. asked us to drop off at the wrong stop. thanks a lot man. so we had to walk EVEN MORE... after a long 2h training, definitely horrible D: when we finally reached the place, we were tremendously late. heh, so there were talks and talks and more talks.

There was one talk by some RIJC student called Murali Adithyasomethinglongindianname.  hahah, and yeah, he really looked like, ahem, the 2 poeple. HILARIOUS MAN, apparently this dude is some crazy chemistry genius who discovered some new thing in research of medicine capsules, pretty amazing AND COMPLICATED stuff... :) 



BEST PART OF THE WORKSHOP... there was refreshments! yaya, from old changkee, polar cafe and fourleaves. haha, really satisfying, there was SQUISHY BREAD! ahha @tannshini and @kimjihyun, it was really yummyy..!! 


Lab tour was so fun! and interesting, to find out what the life of an A*STAR researcher is like. I had the impression most of them were just lab rats and weirdos, but what I found out was the total opposite. These are really intelligent and creative people who are able to come up with better solutions for todays' and tomorrow's as in the future's problems.. like alternative clean evergy, maximizing solar energy, etc etc. Creating new lightweight yet STRONG materials. 


after that rushed off to watch KUNGFU PANDA 2 WITH TRANG ALLERY JELLY SHING AND MY BRO! hahh, he was the only guy there, so funny. :) the movie was really enjoyable, HIGHLY HILARIOUS. lolols, jack black is just too good man. i've got MANY MANY IDEAS form this one movie, which cannot be disclosed, but just a preview... 
who am i? where did I come from? 
yupp and it was a touching story too <3 so swett. okay, i'm off to bed. SMO is a retaredly waste of time..

Sunday, 29 May 2011

WE ARE CONQUERORS!

woohooo, hello!

So, i've been thinking about this week on the LOONNG train ride home from chinese garden today, and I've realised quite a few things that I seriously need to change in myself. like URGENTLY. NOW. 


1. I NEED  to stop losing stuff! 
2. I MUST  rmb where I last left my walle and handphone at ALL TIMES. 
3. I should carry less stuff around, (less aunty HAHAHAH )


I really Thank God for this whole week man, Indeed it has been a SUPER POWER PACKED WEEK! When we start to live with with great expectancy, we can't expect to live any ordinary life anymore. :) Another thing that  realised was that WE (E490) HAVE BEEN MEETING UP FOR THE PAST 5DAYS IN A ROW!! it seems like so short, but yeah. that's the main point, WE ARE SO BONDED, THE MOST BONDED CELL GRP IN CHC EVER! <3 


FROM THE INSIDE OUT SO MY SOUL Crise E OUT.. 



Thursday, 26 May 2011

So I've heard... You missed me.

hahah, the title is RANDOM! srsly funny line. x) 


GAY PPL <3 today was AWESOME FUN, haven't caught up with you guys for the LONGEST TIME, but we're still as funny retarded and GAY as ever! :D esp Josh and Cyrus. muahahah. 


I miss those times us 4 sat together, 
I miss actually HAVING FUN in class, 
miss actually LAUGHING over something during lessons, 
I miss our retardedness D: 
I miss M09203! GGG, haha. girl guy gay?! 


Oh man, i need my childhood back.. Year 4 has driven all of us totally INSANE, but i'm glad I'm still enjoying life, and able to relax, and yeah :D THANK GOD. Can't believe it's been like.. what... 1.5 years ago!! omg we're getting old.. sighh..


Found out SOMANY THINGS today, SHOCKING, FUNNY retarded things that I shall not disclose, about various people. Still can't stop laughing about ____+ ____. LOL. 


Today was a TOTALLY well spent holiday man. Quality time with good friends, then SMP which was pretty productive, yay? and finally ...


KELLY'S BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!!! ;D WOOHOO. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLYY!!  GIRL, YOU'RE FINALLY 18 NOW~ YOU'R LEGAL, ahah, though I don;t think that makes a difference to you, the cutest most innocent girl, WHO'S OLDER THAN ME. that i've ever met. <3 
Stay Happy, cheerful and loving <3 and most of all... STAY CUTE! we all love you just the way you are :) 


haha, the surprise was not really a surprise in the end, but IT WAS SO FUNNY, especially the cake celebration part. THAT WAS THE REAL SURPRISE!! xD 


*everyone gathers around kelly* 
Peng: So everyone we are now going to play A GAME!! All of you have to close your eyes to play this game! and when I tap the persons shoulder, you are it and you have to open your eyes, okay!? 


*everyone cover and close eyes * 


*peng taps me kelly and renny's shoulder* 


-openeyes- BIRTHDAY CAKE  APPEARS RIGHT INFRONT OF KELLY!!


~ then sign birthday song~ allal~ the usual, speech, presents etc. 


THE SURPRISE WAS SO COOL. WOW! OMG AHHA! PENG IS SO PRO. :P 


Then we went home after that... around 9 plus.. SO EARLY :/ wanted to stay out later, but thank God I didn't. 


Tonight was SO PRODUCTIVE, had the funniest discussion EVER. plans for the FUTURE. !! lol! can't say here, but i'm excited for what's ahead, what's in store for NUSH :) 


It's time for change, it's time for a breakthrough. Now is the time. 


I really want things to be different this and next year, when leadership is handed over to our batch, make things more awesome even more exciting and REALLY GREAT. 

Though, I really gotta hand it to the Year5s, you all have really changed A LOT of our school spirit, school culture, that is still in the making. And yeah I really appreciate your efforts, and you guys really inspire me to do even greater and better things for the school too. :) 



Your dedication, commitment and competency are really, amazing :D 


Orientation 2012 here we come...!! first meeting tmr! woohoo, hope this excitement will last throughout, and not die out when the going gets though, like this year... 


Ideas for 2012 look great, but gotta stay realistic and all. 


okay... I'M OFF! 


timecheck: 3.52am HAHA. OMG. 


-DEBORAH :)










GOOD NIGHT! :) i'm off to sleep~ haha. 







Monday, 23 May 2011

who am I to decide,

So, today has been a PRETTY interesting day... first started off with me not sleeping, at all. then my epic late journey to school, cos I got lost on bus 12. x.x then talent search finals and now i'm finally back home WOW. eventful day. seriously man... very. 


Morning, it was 6.25am in the morning, at this time... It is usually dark and yeah, VERY DARK. hardly any sunlight. But today was SO DIFFERENT. The sky was BRIGHT blue, like it was 7am, and the white clouds shone through perfectly. There was this super duper big huge white cloud that was in the sky, and it was surrounded by a vast of blue. This made me stand in wonder, admiring the sky was I walked to the bus stop. 


TOO TIRED TO BLOG TODAY GOODNIGHT ;)


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Sunday, 22 May 2011

it's morning, haha. i havent slept, wow.

digging up conversations, randomly. :P
funny, reading through the stuff i said, in those moments. :)

you.

thank you, for making me stronger
thank you, for making me a better person
thank you, for teaching me how to stand up on my 2 feet again, on my own.
thank you, for because of you I've learnt the meaning of strength.
thank you, for because of you, I know that I'm worth it.
thank you, for you have made me a fighter.
thank you, for everything, the good the bad the ugly. I've finally made sense of it all. better off this way. :)
I'm me again, louder, crazier and even stronger than before, this is not gonna get me down ever again.

hope you are doing great as well, all the best, do amazing and exceedingly great! :)

-deborah.

don't take this life for granted

Just random thoughts about my... not-so-typical life. Was just thinking, about how my life is really different from most people, and I guess I'm really glad, that I have to live this way. For better or for worse, all things will eventually work for my good. 


Problems, upsets? Heartaches, worries, things that come in my way, they are merely there to make me stronger :) 


So well, just taking a look at my life, at this point in time. like a freeze frame. and some of the lessons that i've learnt. shall just type it out here, anyway. :) 



If they had belonged to us, they would have remained in us, but their going showed that they do not belong to us:)
The past few months: march April and Feb have not been the best of times for me. I have been facing many setbacks and it seems like just when one disaster was over another one unfolded right before me and this cycle was never-ending , one after another disappointments dissatisfaction conflicts just kept piling up . Very often, my mind drifts away into  somewhere else, worrying about what homework I have to complete, what is the next project I have to plan for etc etc, as all NUSH ppl know, year 4 is the KILLER year. and the workload is pretty insane and enough to bury any normal person. So, since there's so much work, I just kept keeping myself busy, hoping I would forget about all the hurt, all the sadness and all that regret. Once in awhile I would think about my life and all that came to my mind was: damn what a loser I am...... seriously... THIS happened, no way, how could i have let THIS happen to ME. and then I tell myself, debb, you've lost, its gone now, forever, and never will be again. 

During these 4 months of so called "darkness and problems", many issues and aspects of my life were surfaced to me. Due to my paranoia and over analyzing every situation, thinking of the number of people who must think I'm such an asshole by now ... because of my every little action, that COULD have or MIGHT have hurt somebody. And yes, I am fully aware of my every action, and I am fully aware, I HAVE hurt, many people, due to my insensitivity, my selfishness, my rashness, or maybe my biasedness. Probably too many to name, but if you are reading this, and I have indeed hurt you, I am really very very sorry, from the bottom of my heart, maybe i've offended you, or maybe i've done something that was totally inappropriate, or maybe i've just forgotten. Well, yes i'm not perfect, and we all make mistakes, as much as we dont like to. but I am really learning, from them and trying my best to be a better person, a better friend. :) 

To all my friends, THANK YOU for your understanding, and well just being there, for me. all the time. Though I might not have told any of you, because that's just who I am, when I'm sad, I don't tell people, and really nobody can actually convince/cheer me up. Except for myself, sound really retarded but its the truth. so, yeah.... thanks, for putting up with my weird behaviour, and well moodyness or wtv it is, you guys are the best, really <3 I hope i'm not so dull anymore! :X 

And so I tried to understand why... All this bad stuff were happening, and I thought okay, maybe this is just a phase of my life I hv to go through, everything has been way too smooth sailing for me in the past, and this is just the punishment I have to suffer for the moment. So I waited, moped around hoping for a change to just magically HAPPEN in my life, hoping for the dullness and sadness to just fade away on it's own, until 1 day , I realized that the problem is not those around me or my circumstance or the conditions that I've been going through like everyone had convinced me it was,  and I realized what was missing in my life, was LOVE and care and concern, for others and such. In fact I was so masked by all the stress and all that I was in total denial of my state Until I was really convicted by this message: are you too busy to care for those around you? are you so busy you have no time for your friends? are these things less important than getting what you want?  more important than having close relationships?Is  having a title for yourself and the power and all the fame when you're all alone and are merciless not having a heart for anything or anyone in the world even worth it? 

And that is why I have learnt to treasure those around me and love each and every person with all that I've got and all that I have, unconditionally and without expecting anything in return. that is what love is, 

love is patient 
love is kind
it endures long sufferings 
always delights in the truth 
and never in sin. 

Everyone could use a little love~ :) 

-DEBORAHH

HIGHER, into sky high !

So, the prev post was titled higher, and I intended to talk about the HIGHER movement, that as a cell group, we are going to go through TOGETHER! :) yay! Just to remind myself, this Higher movement is for us to grow stronger and closer in our walk with God, okay now i shall search for my AWESOME church notebook ^.^

Every time I look at this notebook, I am reminded of how blessed I am to be part of E490 <3 the craziest, loudest and most fun-loving spiritual family I could ever have !! :) and of course, the designer JASMINE TANN!! ;D woohoo, thanks so so much. I'm forever grateful to you. 



The sentiment on the notebook says: "Jesus is the answer." This was really very appropriately placed :) and it's a constant reminder to me, to put God first in everything I do. When things don't go my way, when everything around me doesn't seem to look good, when I am down to almost nothing, I am reminded, that Jesus is the answer, to all my worries, my troubles and my heartaches. As long as we choose to Let Go, and Let God, any situation can be turned for the better! and draws us closer to God. 


timecheck: 1.24 am! :D goodjob,debb. haha. i'm still wiidee awake though. weird much. 


OKAY SO, FINALLY. distractions aside. HIGHERR! what's this all about. 


1. Prayer: 30 mins daily {honestly, haven't been able to keep up with this, but trying to! >.<} 
2. Fasting: 30 day sabbatical fast, every tues 6am-6pm full fast. 
3. Word: revelations from God {yay :)} 


Prayer
Maybe I've been too caught up in the "EXAMS ARE OVER!! yay!" highness, Maybe i've been too busy, having fun, too busy, getting my school work done. Too busy, trying to please others. Too busy, trying to be a good friend... and the list goes on... 


But are these really good excuses for not spending time to pray and seek God? NO. no way. at least not to me.. Although we are called to Love people, and Love God. Loving God > Loving people. though the two are mutually exclusive, well that's how I see it. not everyone might agree with me, just saying. :) 


so, from today on, I AM REALLY DETERMINED. to stop this lousy trend and really spend good quality time, praying everyday. I'm really very free anways. :) why not spend my time fruitfully and wisely. Instead of stoning, staring into space, and well just not getting used to the "un-busyness" of my life at this moment. and fill it with God and His power his Love and all of that good stuff, and not rot away. :p 


FASTING
1.30 days sabbatical fast: so, we are supposed to fast from something that takes away our attention from god, or something that we see as VERY hard to give up, in our lives. 
-from what I learnt in CGM 2 weeks ago... sabbatical= going into a period of rest, in order to make ourselves stronger. 
And, with reference to the bible, Jesus first went through a 40 day sabbatical fast, BEFORE HE BEGAN HIS MINISTRY WITH POWER. 
To me, what this means is that in order for us to get POWER we must first humble ourselves before God. and in order to be filled with power, we have to first submit ourselves to god and surrender our lives, for His purpose, so that he can do something GREAT and AWESOME and MIND BLOWING in our lives.  :) 


so.. what we are supposed to achieve after this fast is..

  • Who are we in God? {self-image}
  •  What do we have in the Lord? {our strength in God}
  • Who God is? {God-image} 
This is just my interpretation of it. :) But I believe that these are 3 very impt in our walk with God, because. How can we have a greater trust for God, if we don't know WHO He is, and What He's like, how can we be better people, if we don't even know, OURSELVES well enough , how are we going to shine for God, if we dont even know what we are, and who we are, IN GOD. :) 
And finally, what we have, this keeps us rooted, and thankful, for what God has done for us. and gives me a greater understanding, of how the holy spirit helps us along the way ~ 

Wow, okay this post is getting really long, longer than i expected. heh. xD 

MY FAST: nothing much I do that takes away my time ... that I can fast from.. so, since FOOD is like my next greatest love in life :p im fasting from my FAVOURITE FOOD..!! which is.. 

ALL FRIED FOOD:no more Old Chang Kee for me.. -GASP-
BUBBLE TEA!: any drink with pearls, no. 
FIZZY DRINKS!: any kind of drink with gas, is a no. 

3 days have passed! only 27 more days to go!! jiayous everyone! <3 

Tuesdays will be full fast days 6am-6pm LIQUIDS ONLY! :) haven't had one yet, but will soon! this tuesday! 
I am really expecting God to move greatly in my life during this 30 days, as we all begin to seek him more, with an honest and pure heart, I really believe that the awesome and best is yet to come! :) 

God's Word

Finally, I'M AT THE FINAL POINT! LOL!! :P so, just wanted to share this revelation that I received from God during Saturday's service, that was really like, WOW, BAM. -moment of realization- to me. haha. during Pst John's preaching, which, btw

so.. one of the verses that Pst John pointed out was..

Judges 6:12-18 : the story of Gideon. 
12 When the angel of the LORD appeared to Gideon, he said, “The LORD is with you, mighty warrior.”
 13 “Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us? Where are all his wonders that our ancestors told us about when they said, ‘Did not the LORD bring us up out of Egypt?’ But now the LORD has abandoned us and given us into the hand of Midian.”
 14 The LORD turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?”
 15 “Pardon me, my lord,” Gideon replied, “but how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.”
 16 The LORD answered, I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites, leaving none alive.”
 17 Gideon replied, “If now I have found favor in your eyes, give me a sign that it is really you talking to me.18 Please do not go away until I come back and bring my offering and set it before you.”
   And the LORD said, “I will wait until you return.”

what I received from this passage is ... 

1. THE LORD IS ALWAYS WITH US. No matter when or where, and he Loves us so , so much, all the time. {verse12}

2.  Why is all these bad things happening to us, why? How can we be suffering when God is with us, this is the exact question that had been resounding in my head for the past few days, ever since I got back my terrible horrible kana sai results... why, did this happen? even though I had put in so much effort, and studied so hard and believed with all my heart that this time, I will see a change in my marks, for the better. Why, am I still one of the last, and instead deproved, horrible,  why, how can this be God? why are you letting this happen to me? {verse 13} 

So, you could say I left exactly like Gideon in the bible then.. doubtful, questioning.. of God's power and his existence, just because, things didn't go how I would like them to, and ofcourse I was horribly disappointed. 

3. "Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?” , this is really the verse, that had reminded me, that GOD IS WITH US, and His Strength is sufficient to overcome any failure, and disappointment and such. So, it is really just our minds, and our narrow minded thinking that restricts us from seeing the great miracles that God wants to do in our lives. If we continue to be upset and just.. well sink and drown ourselves in our sadness, and only focus on that. We would be horribly sad people, but WE ARE CHRISTIANS! :) AND WE HAVE GOD ON OUR SIDE. who has the power to forgive us, of any sin. Big or small significant or not. I really felt so convicted by God's power when this verse was read out, because, everything we need to succeed and be an awesome child of god, is WITHIN US, which is God, all we have to do, is take that step of faith,let go and move forward, towards miracles hopes dreams and our destiny. Which God has in store for us. 

11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 
-Jeremiah 29:11

Really want to encourage everyone out there, those ofyou struggling with something, just STOP WORRYING, and put your faith in our Lord, that He will work things out for you. Keep praying, Keep trusting and Keep believing! that will keep you perked up all the time!

4. this is really the answer to all the questions above, I will be with you, and you will strike dowN all the Midianites, leaving none alive. GOD IS WITH US! ALWAYS! IT'S JUST WHETHER WE CHOOSE TO BELIEVE IN HIM AND TAKE THAT STEP OF FAITH! :) 

This verse reminded me of the word that God had given me, when I had been given the post of Vice Captain of Faraday... :) 

Luke 16:10 (New Living Translation)
 10 “If you are faithful in little things, you will be faithful in large ones. But if you are dishonest in little things, you won’t be honest with greater responsibilities."

This is a constant reminder to myself, that it is because I had been faithful in doing the little, insignificant things as a level rep, that I am now given this higher post of vice captain. And that is the minimum expected of me, probably more. Which requires me to be faithful in MORE things, and BIGGER more important things. It also reminds me to be genuine and honest to all those around me, and be the debb i know i am, not some multi faced person. :) 

another verse for encouragement... 

"Instead, God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful."
-1 Corinthians 1:27


I may not be the strongest, and the wisest, but I definitely have God on my side! and that alone is good enough, for me at least :) 


we may not be the strongest, in fact we might be the weakest, but GOD WILL USE US, to put the wise and the powerfull to shame, and bring glory to His name, and His name only. 


this is the reason for my motivation. 


OKAY timecheck 2: 2.43am REALLY TIME TO SLEEP THIS TIME!
 GOODNIGHT! 


-whoops, 3.05 am, and i'm still here... 


With love, 
Deborahhhh!















HIGHER ! that's where i'm going.

Helloo there, to whoever actually discovers this blog, nice stalking.Haven't told anyone about this blogger, YET. 
Been listening to some worship songs, tonight, and these songs really spoke to my heart, in many ways. Amazing how spending just a little time with God can do SO MUCH, for me.  It can change the way I see things, it can change my attitude, towards people, or situations. and most of all, I am renewed and strengthened. With an even greater fire and spirit of faith, to get through this week~ LET'S GO DEBB! :) with God, and His Strength, you'll not only be able to get through this week, BUT LIVE IT TO YOUR FULLEST, WITH POWER AND LIVE HIGHER, and BETTER , with each day :) 



1. Jesus, Your name is so wonderful, so glorious.
The HEALING, the STRENGTH.
The BEAUTY , the POWER, of Your name.

Who, can compare, to the wonder of Your Love.
I LOVE YOU, JESUS, I LOVE YOU SAVIOUR.

NOW AND FOREVER, it's YOU I adore! :D

You are, all I need,you are,  all I want. 

~I Love You- Planetshakers


2. Through tears and joy, I'll trust in you.You hold my word,
In the palm of Your hand, 
And I am Yours, Forever. 

JESUS I BELIEVE, IN YOU. JESUS I BELONG, TO YOU.

You're the reason that I live the reason that I sing, WITH ALL I AM . :)

~With All I am- Hillsongs

3.Only you can make me whole,
Give me strength, to make me grow.

Come Holy Spirit, fall afresh on  me. :)
We're crying out for more,
More of You, God
More of Your Grace, Your Mercy, Your Power. 
~ Come Holy Spirit- Planetshakers

Okay! yupps! that's all for now.. :) FYI those are not the exact lyrics, added a little more here and there~ as and when I felt like it. haha, I think I will put up all the music mentioned in posts soon! in a music player! yay! music is always good :D especially good music like these! 

HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK AHEAD! ;D IT'S ONLY 30 MINS INTO MONDAY! and I'm SO excited for this week alreadyy! 

With Love, 
-DEBORAHHH (: 

Saturday, 21 May 2011

REORGANIZE my life.

whee, reorganize: I will attempt to do just that, right now.. on a Sunday "morning" ? at 2.17 am. amazing how i'm still awake and full of energy, seriously why man. haha. but I guess its good that i'm actually staying up to do something PRODUCTIVE,! :D yay me..? instead of stoning at the com screen, looking aimlessly through twitter/facebook hoping to find something comment-worthy.... :P 


for me, Reorganize= do up my calendar+ update myself about stuff happening~ +to-do list.


so.. here goes.. 


to-do list

  1. SMP LAB NOTEBOOK: 


  • stick pictures
  • type word doc (x3 entries)
  • rewrite some pencil marks, 
  • DEBB FELL ASLEEP WRITING THIS HERE @ 2.35AM. x.x